the metaphysical

If it hurts this much,
Then it must be love,
And it's a lottery,
I can't wait to draw your name.
Oh i'm trying to get to you,
But time isn't on my side.
If the truth's the worst I can do,
then I guess that I have lied

Keeping me awake,
It's been like this now for months.
My heart is out at sea,
My head all over the place.
I'm losing sense of time,
And everything tastes the same.
I'll be home in a day,
I fear thats a month too late.

Am i keeping you awake? If i am then just say.
You can make your own decisions; you can make your own mistakes.
I'll live and let die all the promises you made,

That night I slept,
metaphorically on your side of the bed so,
It was ready when you got home.
We're like noughts and crosses in that,
Opposites always attract.

You always have your way,
For now it's too soon for you to say,
Will we be always, always?